Aishiteru Desu

Where

2011-08-23T16:26:00.001+08:00

Waiting,

for it to happen.

P.S. and it never came

Random

2011-08-19T10:28:00.000+08:00

Pala Pa Pa Pa

P.S. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Silent

2011-07-12T20:27:00.001+08:00

Im Dead

P.S. RIP

Tears Keep Coming

2011-06-21T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'm very tired.

Mentally.

I feel one emotion.

Nothing goes my way.

I'm energetic one moment,

depressed the next.

All time low phase of life.

Love: Negative

Luck: Negative

Friends: N/A

Happiness: Non-existence

P.S. The things I keep in my heart. Those demons will devour you

Sometimes it feels

2011-06-01T01:46:00.002+08:00

Like in a bottom of a pit.

No light,

No warmth,

No hope,

No love.

Like there is no worries.

No troubles,

No burden,

No weight on ur shoulder,

No gasping for air.

Like stone.

No thought,

No action,

No heart,

No life.

Like the most painful heart ache you could ever feel.

You can't touch it,

its somewhere in the "soul",

and there is no cure.

P.S. and sometimes....

Serenity

2011-05-29T20:00:00.002+08:00

Run.

As hard as i could.

Each breath gets harder,

each step more weaker.

My heart,

filled with so much scars.

Only when i run,

do these scars not resurface.

The mind goes free,

and it finds peace,

with the body,

going with the flow.

P.S. And as far as I could

Just in a few steps

2011-05-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

graduated.

Next is NS (2yrs)

Den Uni (4yrs)

Nth significant happened during the past 3 years,

except i studied science everyday.

Next 2 yrs gona study and train like a no brainer.

After that 4 yrs of science again o.0

Going down the right path?

I do hope so.

NTU, pls be a nice place.

Not be filled with a ton of bullshits

P.S. Forget and seek the new

Escape

2011-05-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

I find myself,

running through the same dream.

A never ending dream.

Always the same,

we the same person,

the same scenario.

Is there a way,

to escape this dream?

P.S. Trying subconciously to forget you

The Un-Important

2011-05-15T00:55:00.004+08:00

I dont linger.

I dont stay in the same place for long.

I dont belong.

I dont mix.

My connections,

temporary.

I.....

with no one.

P.S. Catergory (Friends): N/A

The Clock Keeps Thinking

2011-05-14T10:24:00.002+08:00

A different path,

one less taken.

Looking over at the other side,

wondering is it better there.

How long will it take,

when i meet another?

P.S. Split roads aint that good.

Aimless

2011-05-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

Haiz bored.

No job,

no chats,

no stuff to do.

There's no plans,

no activities.

I've stop chasing,

i'm tired.

P.S. does anyone even read this blog?

2nd

2011-05-05T01:27:00.001+08:00

History repeat.

Din see it coming,

because i forgot,

which actually was a good thing.

Did it unknowing,

the fairy tale crumbled.

P.S. A real fool, i am

Realisation

2011-05-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

So near,

i could hear it.

Your eyes,

your lips.

All so near,

just 1 second away.

And then slowly,

5 centimeters per second,

we grew apart.

P.S. Sakura Flowers

Truth

2011-05-02T18:47:00.006+08:00

好几天了没有你的消息,

才发现其实想着你

P.S. You Should Know

Bleh~

2011-05-01T18:00:00.004+08:00

Now with no work,

everyday is so sian.

No aim,

no motive.

Nth ever happens.

The phone does not vibrate,

the bell does not ring.

P.S. Another Job?

No More Work?

2011-04-30T10:30:00.002+08:00

29th april.

Last day of work.

Kinda wan to work a little longer.

Very good experience with shareholders.

Boss give us bonus sumore.

P.S. It's my fault

The Second

2011-04-28T19:32:00.002+08:00

It happened that last time.

It was the same.

The ending was a heart breaker.

History repeating itself,

with more feelings in this.

Should I do it?

Or just be happy with what I have now?

P.S. If I asked, would you say yes?

NTU

2011-04-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

NTU sent letter

In it lies a single word.

This word shackles my future.

There it was printed.

"Congratulations"

P.S. Become stupid for 2 years

Enlistment

2011-04-19T19:51:00.001+08:00

From 7 Sep,

i will be training.

Objective of this training,

transformation.

From boys to man.

HELL YEAH~

P.S. Botak in 5 months

Will you be?

2011-04-13T20:41:00.002+08:00

Work.

No work = bored.

Work = tiring.

Balance?

Play with me,

Play with others.

Mixed signals,

it's a torture.

P.S. This is Hip Song rock tonight!!

Yr 3 A8G1 Chalet

2011-04-09T17:23:00.003+08:00

A8g1 chalet at aloha changi

Food not that bad, the chicken wing nice.

Drove to changi village to see "chio bu's"

Den went to changi beach to slack,

playing truth or dare,

and looking at stars.

Sea breeze awesomely cold.

Breakfast from changi village and check out.

(Y)

P.S. I'm sorry because i tried to hard to love you

Modern Family

2011-04-03T15:52:00.003+08:00

Modern Family.

New American show.

Funny as hell.

First episode is a killer alrdy.

Must watch

P.S. It's The Song Of Life~~~

April

2011-04-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

P.S. Truth Hidden Behind The Fool

Need Some....

2011-03-30T18:44:00.002+08:00

Sick this few days.

Irritating -.-

Nth much going on,

gona start work.

Wana go shopping~

P.S. would you accompany me??

Relationship

2011-03-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

How to keep a relationship at it's sweetest?

Never go beyond admitting it's a relationship.

Just look at each other from across the shore...

P.S. After dying, we'll know how to live

Walls

2011-03-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

Shutting everything out.

P.S. It's a sin

(Y)

2011-03-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

ಠ_ಠ

P.S. the face says it all

Dreams

2011-03-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

Dreaming.

In my dream,

it's my reality.

I see what i want.

I achieve what my heart wants,

I design the world.

And then,

i wake up.....

P.S. fabric of illusions

Addiction

2011-03-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

i wan to,

i need to,

i crave it.

But i do not dare to,

i fear to,

i'm scared to.

P.S. Take a leap of faith, for you

Pit Stop

2011-03-04T00:13:00.001+08:00

Haiz, pit stop in life.

After poly, work? uni?

Family? Income? Health?

All this consideration stop coming in,

AND IT'S DAM SIAN.

+ without poly, dam bored =(

P.S. Relationship

Holiday

2011-02-28T21:34:00.004+08:00

Let's start with Saturday.

When to ubin trip with almost half of the BMS gang.

The trip was quite nice.

Expected more from chek jawa sia,

nth one there, just sea grass and stones.

Not to mention alot of ang moh.

There was wild boar and monkey which was surprisingly not afraid of humans.

The climb to the quarry view point was horrendous.

Nice view at the top though.

The water was like sapphire and so calming.

After cycling for almost half a day and spamming water,

the coconut at a house/shop was like "O.M.G, shiok"

Super burnt after that.

Pastamania for dinner at E!Hub.

Awesome day

Sunday - watched this movie online

Super nice, its so not mainstream, which is my thing.

The girl is super chio, even cutting herself (LOL)

Dam meaningful narration at the end by the boy.

Saying "Live" at the end was so 画龙点晴.

In english? er.... adding gold flakes on ice cream i think?

I would definitely be willing to spend $10,

if only they played it in Singapore. Such a waste not to.

P.S. Being metal isn't that bad right?

Memories: Past

2011-02-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

The first.

Sweet,

Ignorant,

Innocent and ever so Naive.

Addiction, in a good way.

But now,

seeking the same level of thrill,

it will never be found.

P.S. Silent, Motionless, Singular

Crossed the finishing line

2011-02-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Woots final exam is O-V-E-R
Left 1 stupid ASCPi exam,
192 qns. FTW

P.S. It is all over!!!!!!

1 down

2011-02-15T22:00:00.004+08:00

Visit CMPB on monday valetines day for medical check up.

Everything ok except nid go back do ECG. Stupid heart.

Today CChem paper downed.

Do-able but make small mistakes here and there.

Next mmic thur

lmqa fri,

haem and bbank next week.

+ 1 ASCPi and than HOLIDAYS.

P.S. Epic Meal Time

White with a tinge of black

2011-02-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

Alone but not lonely.

For those who take life slow.

Those who enjoy being alone,

the quietness,

the calmness.

No noise,

no white noise from life.

Because love is not everything.

P.S. Love is not essential

Give and Recieve

2011-02-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

Friends with you.

Make you laugh,

help you,

joke with you,

concerned about you.

I only need one thing in return.

I need.....

P.S. Scandalicious

Reversal

2011-02-09T21:08:00.005+08:00

Tired.

Tired of initiating,

tired of giving,

tired of working for.

Change,

time to sit back,

time to wait.

This time,

you start,

you do the talking.

I'll listen,

and recieve.

Because things have changed,

it's not like before.

P.S. Ignorance - when we are unsure

Gin

2011-02-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

If you were to turn into a snake tomorrow,

and began devouring humans,

and from the same mouth you devoured humans,

you cried out to me "I love you!"

would I still be able to say I love you?

In the same way I do today?

P.S. Sky Blue Eyes

Thoughts

2011-02-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

Term test.

U application.

P.S. Shits in my mind

No Break

2011-02-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

Straight after ASCPi exams gona go work.

Scanning stuff for 6/hr o.0

Boring but its $.

Haiz.

P.S. At least i'm not alone

Pfft CNY, Whats That Shit?

2011-02-03T16:58:00.004+08:00

Day 2 of slacking around.

Din go bai nian because i know it's gona suck.

Ask these ask that.

"Study where, graduating when.

Oh den going army soon?"

Yeah yeah shut your mouth,

give me the ang bao.

Though that did not happen because i stay at home.

Its so boring because confirm just stone there.

Yst dinner was fun though.

Hearing them talk abt gf/bfs,

marriage, having kids.

That's so much more interesting.

Screw "so going to further ur studies?"

P.S. I do what i want because I dun follow rules

1 sec, 2 sec, 3 sec

2011-01-28T16:41:00.003+08:00

Tick, Tock,

Tick, Tock.

There goes the clock.

Spin and spin and spin and spin,

it will spin non-stop.

P.S. stop the clock? just smash it

Final Lap

2011-01-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Roughly 1 month left till "freedom"

Now chiong like wad.

2 test coming up. 2 presentation.

1 lab report, multiple PBL report.

TERM TEST (FFFFUUUUUUUU)

Haiz den find work? Sis offered job at finance dept again

P.S. Fat boy wins chio girl

Dota

2011-01-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

Lmao today after finishing slides play dota.

i think more than 6 months nv play.

Lost touch sia

Follow dehong group to tamp buy gong cha.

OVERRATEDEDEDEDED!! white pearl nice though

Den bought shirt and jeans at topman. Member liao

Nid alter the jeans =(

P.S. EH DUN KS LEH

Corrective

2011-01-24T21:46:00.003+08:00

not going for and forgetting you was the right choice

P.S. now, the next one

Shut Down

2011-01-24T00:24:00.003+08:00

If only i can just switch of my brain

stop thinking, stop wondering.

Best to stop thinking stuffs

P.S. Ignorance is the cure?

Ask Youself

2011-01-22T23:27:00.001+08:00

Why are you reading my blog?

P.S. yeah... why?

S for Stress

2011-01-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

Stress TTM

So much stuff

So many deadlines

My brain cannot take it sia.

P.S. Pls plan the study guide properly next time

Black Bunny

2011-01-19T01:03:00.003+08:00

Initiate a conversation.

Induce a relationship.

Fool around,

play and have fun.

When loss in interest,

ignore, toss and move on.

P.S. A guide on how to enjoy life

Enjoyment?

2011-01-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

Life's great when you don't have to think about it.

Too much worries, too much troubles.

Life's supposed to be fun.

P.S. You were just a hurdle.

C'est le fin

2011-01-14T20:08:00.004+08:00

The bubble burst.

Awoken from the dream,

the nightmare.

Dispelled delusions,

a slap from reality.

But,

as always,

a lingering feeling.

Is forgetting the right choice?

Seek and used in times of need.

Only to be tossed aside later.

A thank you with no feelings.

P.S. Non, Merci

Illusions

2011-01-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

The brain,

dreams.

Dreams about you.

Even if it's just a dream,

i was happy in it.

Only when dreaming,

i'm happy.

P.S. Reality snaps back

Unfit

2011-01-13T00:40:00.004+08:00

No. It doesnt match.

No attraction.

No chemistry.

No desire.

No admire.

No care.

No concern.

No attention

No communication.

No smile.

No need to.

No bother to.

No No No No No.

Yes. Its true

P.S. Down goes mainstream

Yes or No?

2011-01-12T12:21:00.002+08:00

Feel something.

Maybe it's the same for both.

Put it's not sure.

Yet afraid to ask,

as the answer may be another.

Torture the heart,

so at least there is happiness.

But it is never enough.

P.S. Peer into

It's life?

2011-01-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

Wondering....

why stuff doesnt go the way i want it to

P.S. Is it so hard to be happy?

Shhh

2011-01-11T20:33:00.003+08:00

Want to know you,

how you feel,

what you do.

Taking peeks.

Talk,

joke,

laugh and care.

And there's a secret,

shhhh....which can't be told.

It will either break

or develope.

The secret, composing of 3 words.

P.S. It's a open secret

Try Asking?

2011-01-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

On a House M.D. marathon tru the weekend,

of course not forgetting to do my pbls too.

The stuff they say and in many ways teach have so much depth.

On season 6 episode 17.

Some guy doesnt wan to say his feelings for this girl.

She's engaged to his best fren.

He says she deserves better life as he can't provide.

Wants to make her happy even if he isn't.

Noble act.

And also, they mentioned.

You don't need to win her heart,

maybe... just ask for it?

P.S. Asking for that is tough =(

SO BIG?!

2011-01-08T11:43:00.001+08:00

LOL!!! wad a weird dream.

Dreamt that i was sitting down,

a nurse came with a needle.

I knew it was for blood donation.

BUT DEN!!!!!

WTH THE NEEDLE AS THICK AS A PENCIL/PEN.

Den the nurse just stab it into my arm,

and she keep turning the needle.

OUCH

P.S. Trauma from BBANK

"Good Job"

2011-01-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

Nv specify wad you wan.

Shoot alrdy den say sorry

Pattern zhuey kuey badmination.

Seriously mus competitive until like tt?

P.S. 只读书会, 不会做人

Foolovesophy

2011-01-05T22:19:00.010+08:00

A fool.

He who hurts himself.

He who does things,

knowing that he will be disappointed,

yet does it.

Because he is a fool who believes,

believing that things would change,

and things will never change.

Pity

Believing that loving,

would in exchanged be loved.

Foolovesophy

The rain heavy rain today,

were meant to cover up some tears

P.S. Maybe love finds those who do not seek it

Down Down

2011-01-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

Depressing.

Just the start of 2011.

Bad academic stuff.

Totally down.

Shower me with hapiness pls,

someone....

P.S. 无声的呐喊

Post 334

2011-01-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

Rain.

Almost feel like its trying to hide those tears.

So cold,

makes you want a hug.

Ice breeze,

makes you wan a kiss to warm those lips.

P.S. So Rain More

bbank quiz

2011-01-03T14:44:00.002+08:00

Studying for BBank Quiz SUCKS.

So much thing to study,

and no lectures given.

How to expect us to understand?!

P.S. Eye Less Than Three U

Day 3

2011-01-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

Day 3 of 2011

Tml going back to sch for printing and submitting of nonsense. Studying till lunch den go back study and research again.

P.S. Miss You

搞笑 - 罗志祥

2011-01-02T18:37:00.001+08:00

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好

P.S. true

Choices

2011-01-02T16:13:00.003+08:00

A wrong choice.

Too complex,

too variable to handle.

Something simpler,

more focus,

lesser issues.

Maybe that's the one.

P.S. Give and no return

Stress

2011-01-02T00:43:00.001+08:00

3 different types of stress

Physical stress,

the one which heals

Metal stress,

the one which fades

Emotional stress,

the one which hurts the most

P.S. Dam stress

漫游Urbanite

2011-01-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

Every Sat, 10pm.

Those 2 hrs.

2 hrs of pure jazz on the radio.

Definitely helps the soul.

The piano,

trumpet,

saxophones.

Heals....

P.S. Appreciation is needed

♥

2011-01-01T12:09:00.003+08:00

It beats,

it feels.

It moves,

it hurts.

It bleeds,

it cries.

It is a half,

seeking for the other.

It is complex,

yet driven by simple thoughts and instinct

P.S. It is what makes us.

2011!! 1 more year to doom

2011-01-01T00:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ITS 2011~~!!!

lol spent the evening and whole night at my sis's colleagues hse!

The event? MAHJONG!!!

lol split into 2 tables. Noobs and Pros

I was in the Pros at played 30/60c sia

Noobs played 10/20c

End up no win no lost but sis won $37 o.0

Very long nv played and when i first win, the excited feeling.

Unbeatable

P.S. Happy New Year, Pull Your Ear

Tired

2010-12-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

A little in the heart.

Read, hear, see.

It connects,

tears will start to drop,

and open scars will reopen.

P.S. Tired of Tired

Sianess overwhelming

2010-12-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Rotting in a pile of PBL, power points, reasearch, word documents, citation, presentation, assessments and tests. Haiz dam sian now, totally no mood to "study as a student".

P.S. Can i skip to graduation?

A little riddle

2010-12-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

Brittle little thing this is.

So casually used,

yet so hard to keep.

To honor it,

or to betray.

This can either strengthen,

or just utterly destroy relationships.

What is it?

P.S. The first person

Inception!

2010-12-25T21:26:00.004+08:00

Rewatched inception today out of boredom.

"An idea is like a virus.

Resilient.

Highly contagious.

The smallest seed of an idea can grow.

It can grow to define or destroy you."

5 star awesomeness. *****

and the riddle....

You'e waiting for a train.

A train that will take you far away.

You can't be sure where it will take you

But it doesn't matter,

because we'll be together.

P.S. Let's plant some stuff in the brain

Sick and Tired

2010-12-25T11:14:00.002+08:00

Not gona post anymore doomcember,

tired of that nonsense alrdy.

Celebration, eat till dam full.

Presents this year were much better.

P.S. just...

Christmas eve

2010-12-24T11:57:00.002+08:00

Merry, Merry Christmas

Lonely, Lonely Christmas.

Celebrations going on,

festive lights and decorations.

Christmas dinner and celebrations.

All this happy events going on,

yet so lonely and cold.

P.S. If only presents contain true happiness

Twenty Third day of Doomcember

2010-12-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

On the twenty third day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

twenty three tutorial quiz

twenty two hours of tutorial sessions

twenty one stressfull day and night,

twenty shuttle bus,

nineteen APEL lessons

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. getting boring

Some other song PLS

2010-12-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

haiz.... listening to radio

flooded by korean song during the night programme

can't help to think korean music actually quite ok

some just have the beat to make u "stomp" to the rhythm

NOOOOO, am i getting sucked in to the korean wave?

Luckily, i still find those song by girly girls abit ewww?

Their voice is eeyyyyyrrrrrrr. Can't stand it.

P.S. I SHALL NOT FALL INTO THE K-VORTEX

Eruption?

2010-12-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

Just smile,

keep it in.

Do not worry others,

do not show those tears.

Yet it hurts so much,

it tears the heart.

There's no pain killers,

there's no cure.

One day,

it will explode.

The heart...

P.S. tra ~ la ~ la ~ la ~

Twenty Second Day of Doomcember

2010-12-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

On the twenty second day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

twenty two hours of tutorial sessions

twenty one stressfull day and night,

twenty shuttle bus,

nineteen APEL lessons

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Heart Beat

This is not the future

2010-12-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

Just happiness at first,

then loneliness,

frustration.

Then when you feel like giving up,

that happiness comes back,

but just for that little while,

and its same story.

舍得 - 要舍, 才能得

P.S. 要学怎么放下感情

Sch Work = Shit

2010-12-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

Help me study.....

stop me from playing games.

I need to do work.

PBL,

Reports,

Presentations,

Study for test.

I'm need someone to discipline me to do sia.

If not, i will nv complete them =(

P.S. Self discipline is crap

Twenty First Day of Doomcember

2010-12-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

On the twenty first day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

twenty one stressfull day and night,

twenty shuttle bus,

nineteen APEL lessons

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Pls make me study

Korean?

2010-12-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

Before you start wonder if i am into kpop. Ans is no lol

This song just happens to be on the radio and i found

it to be a little different from the other korean songs. I feel that

it has a "seductive" feel in it somewhere o.0

Nice song anyways.

P.S. I do not discriminate GOOD music

Twentieth Day of Doomcember

2010-12-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

On the twentieth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

twenty shuttle bus,

nineteen APEL lessons

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Mr. Stalker

Lesson

2010-12-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

Teach me how to dream,

how to breath,

how to eat,

how to survive,

how to live,

and enjoy life without you.

P.S. I wonder how, I wonder why o.0

Nineteenth Day of Doomcember

2010-12-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

On the nineteenth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

nineteen APEL lessons

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. dreams

I'm a "little" stalker

2010-12-19T09:27:00.005+08:00

I'm a "little" stalker,

tall and white.

Here is my profile,

here is my blog.

Your facebook, blog and twitter

I all see.

There's no way to stop me, hehe.

I'm a special stalker,

Yes, it's true

Here's an example of what I can do.

I know what you did and what you're doing now

Wonder if there's a way to stop me, how?

P.S. Just for fun =)

Eighteenth day of Doomcember

2010-12-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

On the eighteenth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

eighteen laboratory floorplans,

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Addicted to you

Seventeenth day of Doomcember

2010-12-17T14:35:00.002+08:00

On the seventeenths day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

seventeen PBL assesment

sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Born in the year of lamb, eat lamb

Protection

2010-12-16T13:01:00.003+08:00

Calling for help...

I want to save,

I need to.

Yet powerless,

no strength,

no thoughts,

just helplessly watching as it unfold.

P.S. saving the innocent lamb

Sixteenth day of Doomcember

2010-12-16T09:34:00.001+08:00

On the sixteenth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

Sixteen days for holidays,

fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Still so silly

Fifteen Day of Doomcember

2010-12-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

On the fifteen day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

Fifteen packs on RBC,

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. lol totally forgot to write this

All for nothing

2010-12-15T17:44:00.006+08:00

Wasted my time for you,

wasted looking after you,

wasted my happiness for you,

wasted caring for you,

Worse of all,

wasted love.

P.S. It shall melt away like snowflakes

Falling into

2010-12-14T22:44:00.006+08:00

It's like in love,

yet it is not.

Sometimes it's warm,

yet sometimes cold.

I'm happy to see you,

yet i'm not.

As i seek happiness,

my wings will melt like icarus's.

The conflicts of the heart

P.S. those wings will never fly

Fourteenth Day of Doomcember

2010-12-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

On the fourteenth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

fourteen reports to complete,

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. It's because we are all so complicated

Thirteenth day of Doomcember

2010-12-13T22:33:00.001+08:00

On the thirteenth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

thirteen case studies,

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. My complain machine

Twelfth Day of Doomcember

2010-12-12T21:25:00.001+08:00

On the twelfth day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

twelve tutorial homework,

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. Addicted to you

Gateway

2010-12-12T15:12:00.002+08:00

New laptop from courts. Some gateway computer with core i5-520 and windows 7. Quite awesome. Gotta get use to the new interface + msn messenger 2011. Overall, quite pleased with the performance. Cant wait to see it's gaming performance.

P.S Happy Weng

Eleventh Day of Doomcember

2010-12-11T22:04:00.001+08:00

On the eleventh day of Doomcember
My teacher gave to me:

eleven laboratory tests,

ten matrics card,

nine warning letters,

eight weeks of bullshit before graduation,

seven days per week to waste time on pbl,

six hours of lab sessions,

five pbl packages to complete before i graduate,

four weeks of bullshit before 2 weeks of break,

three pbl facilitations,
two sets of antibodies identification test,

and a deadline for FILA charts~

P.S. without you, it's boring